"I KNOW THIS WILL HURT, BUT DARLING, YOU CAN'T HAVE MY WORDS"
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A - E
almost, Texas - best friends vs. lovers - bluebonnet girl - bullet train - California Hills - calypso - can't fix stupid - chapel boy - cold dark knight - east - effortlessly - ex - exciting
F - M
follow my lead - fool me - “forever and always” and “always mine” - forgive me - galaxies - how lonely have you been? - i wrote about you - if i ever have a son - in between us - in my dreams - it all started in a bar - Jack and Jill - lighthouse - like my friends - lost at sea - love real - mustang's heartbeat - my favorite daydream - my sweet Aberdeen
N - Z
of the witch - one man - part of your lonely - phoenix - polaroid - sad sentimental heart - shade of blue - six shooter - snowbird - somebody like me - sip on - symphony - things that i don't know - this is why - today i gave up - tomorrow hold me - twenty seven years - warning you now
tell me i’m pretty
tell me i'm smart
but you treat me like
a dusty work of art
too delicate
too close to my own heart
this heart is everything that makes me me
and it’s mine alone to quiet kill or free
like a lighthouse on the coast
i was always almost home for you
almost the girl to perform
to play your wife
almost the wrap-around porch kinda life
almost, Texas
you almost had me
better luck next time baby
show me your burns
show me your pain
does this hurt you at all baby
or does your poison
run only through my veins?
this heart is everything that makes me me
and it’s mine alone to quiet kill or free
like a lighthouse on the coast
i was always almost home for you
almost the girl to perform
to play your wife
almost the wrap-around porch kinda life
almost, Texas
you almost had me
better luck next time baby
i almost let you have control over
how i carry myself
how i hold my soul
you’re a lowly thief caught red handed
stealing the heart on my sleeve
to leave me stranded
and taken for granted
i will never let you have control
if you weren’t a person
you’d be a black hole
this heart is everything that makes me me
and it’s mine alone to quiet kill or free
it was supposed to be yours to love
but i guess it wasn’t enough
like a lighthouse on the coast
i was always almost home for you
an almost perfect lie
a girl to play your wife
almost the wrap-around porch kinda life
almost, Texas
you almost had me
better luck next time baby
this heart is everything that makes me me
and it’s mine alone to quiet kill or free
it's also mine to love
and that has to be enough
almost, Texas
you almost had me
better luck next time baby
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like an old dusty rag
you use me to clean up your messes
as if it was never that bad
you tell me to come to my senses
as if you planned
for every joke to be at my expense and
the only time i want to be blown off
is when we’re in the bedroom
the only time it’s ok that it sucks
is also when we’re in the bedroom
and we don’t even sleep together
no one ever really believed in forever
but you still know every space
between my old bones
and i never thought i would end up alone
i never thought our day could end
why is it harder to lose a best friend
then a lover?
i wish i knew how to apologize
for the rules you broke
and the lies you told me
i’m done letting you control me
i wish i could tell you
what you want to hear
but i’m tired of acting from a place of fear
fear of letting you down
fear of drowning in all your ideas of me
but i’m done letting you think
you’re guaranteed me
let me be clear
you spoiled the food i gave you
ate it rotten and blamed me for your
sickness and glutton
i owe you nothing
and we don’t even sleep together
no one ever really believed in forever
but you still know every space
between my old bones
and i never thought i would end up alone
i never thought our day would end
why is it harder to lose a best friend
then a lover?
i let you into my home
when you were lost and alone
you were stranded
but i handed you a better way
i let you into my harbor that day
when you were marooned
that’s when you shattered my armor
you burned down my parlor
was your intent to wound?
did you have something to prove?
i repented too soon
you won’t be content
until my kingdom falls to ruin
so you stormed the gates
that were opened to you
massacred men who once fought for you
all this hate and disgrace to prove
something to someone who isn’t me
throw a funeral to all our best memories
welcome to the world's worst party
and we don’t even sleep together
no one ever really believed in forever
but i still never thought it would end
why is it harder to lose a best friend
then a lover?
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i met a girl in Texas
and she was just divine
it was hot that day in Dallas
when her lonely eyes
first met mine
that southern summer had us
begging for more time
i met a girl in Texas
just days before i left
for Tennessee
i’ve spent years rolling over
these lonely highways
seen from Dover to LA
but never in a day or dream
have i ever seen
such beautiful grace
color my world
bluebonnet girl
then let me show you
my Tennessee
i met a girl in Texas
she’d never been
to Tennessee
she was beautiful and carefree
floating with the autumn breeze
a little lost and not quite found
looking for some solid ground
i met a girl in Texas and
i cursed the road
to Tennessee
i've spent years rolling over
these lonely highways
seen from Dover to LA
but never in a day or dream
have i ever seen
such a beautiful grace
color my world
bluebonnet girl
then let me show you
my Tennessee
i met a girl in Texas
but packed my bags
to head back east
she kissed me sweet
“i’ll miss you when you go”
doesn’t take a fool to know
i’m nowhere
if she’s not next to me
like an old black and white movie scene
she stepped out of my wildest daydreams
never have i seen eyes that shade of green
please let me
show you
my Tennessee
i’ve spent years rolling over
these lonely highways
seen from Dover to LA
but never in a day or dream
have i ever seen
such beautiful grace
color my world
bluebonnet girl
then let me show you
my Tennessee
i met a girl in Texas
and brought her home
to Tennessee
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i remember it like you never left
'cause i never saw us spin and wreck
now i’m trying to make sense
of a boy who came and went
who ever loved that loved not at first sight
you were your best when you were with me
you left me fast as a bullet train
living life in the fast lane
hit the breaks whiplash
hit-and-run now i’m your past
do you ever stop to breathe
you were your best when you were with me
i didn’t even have time to run and hide
i blinked and was hit with goodbye
now i’m trying to outrun
a bullet shot from my own gun
who ever loved that loved not at first sight
you were your best when you were with me
you left me fast as a bullet train
living life in the fast lane
hit the breaks whiplash
a hit-and-run now i’m your past
do you ever stop to breathe
you were your best
when you were with me
are you so small you couldn’t warn me
so scared you couldn’t stop me
from falling for you baby
you better stay gone now
'cause all my wounds have healed now
you left me fast as a bullet train
living your life in the fast lane
you hit the breaks whiplash
a hit-and-run now i’m your past
do you ever stop to breathe
who ever loved that loved not at first sight
you were your best when you were with me
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i found you in between
the beach and the sycamore trees
hold my hand
lost in the sand
it only took one night to fall in love
with you
in those California Hills
do you remember that evening
i had to be leaving
but then you said
“i love you still”
i love you still
California Hills
i didn’t mean to find you
behind the dunes
under a jealous moon
we built castles in the sand
i left a part of my heart
with you
in those California Hills
do you remember the night
we were lost and ready to fight
instead you said
“i love you still”
i love you still
California Hills
i remember every breath of salty air
your kiss
your hands in my hair
and i hope you’re out there still
feeling me in the midnight chill
you were in love
with the California Hills
do you remember the way
our love was harder to hold
than ocean waves
instead you said
“i love you still”
i love you still
California Hills
i still see you with tears in your eyes
between the tides and goodbyes
i’ll move on but i’ll never forget
i was in love with you
in the California Hills
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a storm formed rapidly around my ghost ship
wrapping me in stinging wind and icy rain
waves the size of buildings
threatening to capsize the boat underneath my feet
for a moment i thought it was over
i’d lived my last day
death came
ready for me to go
i was begging for my life, Calypso
before i could open my eyes
i felt your presence to my right
and sand on my tongue
but no air in my lungs
i thanked the gods you caught me
up in your net i’m a mindless fish
willing to die to grant your every wish
your voice whispering to me softly
“it’s going to be ok baby i swear this”
you’re as beautiful as Paris
but what is hiding below?
i owe you my life, Calypso
some say the world i came from
holds the greatest artists and romantics
but this paradise you’ve created
no man could imagine this
no man could resist this
gold-plated palaces overlooking the ocean
broken charisma dripping with diamonds
how could this blessing be anything but?
i was brought here by good luck and you know
i trusted you with my life, Calypso
please don’t misunderstand me
i don’t want to leave
i’m sorry if this means you’re left empty-handed
but i need the freedom to breathe
this painted place and it’s extravagant patrons
your planetary expectations
i’m suffocating on your surface
is it worth it?
stunting my own growth to fit
into your pretty picture
you can’t stand it when i shout
you can’t hear me when i whisper
is there a better way to end this
than with a cheap shot and a left hook?
textbook wolf in sheep’s clothes
if i can’t stay
why won’t you let me go?
i’m begging you to spare my life, Calypso
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got cursed out the other day
by dumb blonde at the circle k
ain’t my problem
ain't an issue
i got enough wisdom
to know worse words won’t work on you
i’ve got power tools
in my garage and duct tape too
but that’s a special kinda broken
nothing at the hardware store could work on
i’ve seen people with low IQs before
but d*mn you’re dumber than a two by four
i can’t fix stupid
and i can’t fix you
some crazy reckless driver
riding my tailgate
didn’t tap his brakes
so he dented my bumper
spun his tires
i’m headed to the body shop
while he’s headed to hell
what a tool
hope he can carpool
i’ve got power tools
in my garage and duct tape too
but that’s a special kinda broken
nothing at the hardware store could work on
i’ve seen people with low IQs before
but d*mn you’re dumber than a two by four
i can’t fix stupid
and i can’t fix you
i use to worry
i use to stress
about people
and if they liked the way i dressed
but i’ve met dogs more intelligent than you
and i’ve got better things to do
i’ve got power tools
in my garage and duct tape too
but you’re a special kinda broken
nothing at the hardware store could work on
i’ve seen people with low IQs before
but d*mn hun
you’re dumber than a two by four
i can’t fix stupid
i can’t fix you
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hey chapel boy
how’s Vegas treating you
tell me what’s new
sorry i couldn’t go with you
i just ain’t ready
to cross that line with you
hey chapel boy
all ready to settle down
already got his boots on the ground
i'm still chasing the sun
he’s got a ring but i’m ready to run
i just found my wings
yeah I’m still learning to fly
i can’t give him the things
he wants outta me
i ain’t the wrap-around porch kinda girl
i ain’t the going-to-church kinda girl
he and i want different things
i wanna dance and he wants a ring
sorry chapel boy
hey chapel boy
yeah i know your kind
you’re everything most girls are trying to find
but i like who i am my heart is mine
he likes whiskey i like wine
hey chapel boy
I think you got it all wrong
tying me down won’t make you strong
you gotta find your own heart too
there’s nothing more i can do
i just found my wings
yeah i’m still learning to fly
this boy is sweet but
i can’t give him the things
he wants outta me
i ain’t the wrap-around porch kinda girl
i ain’t the going-to-church kinda girl
he and i want different things
i wanna dance and he wants a ring
poor chapel boy
there ain’t much to say
about how i can’t love you that way
maybe one day i’ll come back down
and stay in this one-light town
but he’s gotta know all we had was a fling
i wanna dance and he wants a ring
listen up chapel boy
i just found my wings
yeah i’m still learning to fly
this boy is sweet but
i can’t give him the things
he wants outta me
i ain’t the wrap-around porch kinda girl
i ain’t the going-to-church kinda girl
he and i want different things
i wanna dance and he wants a ring
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we wrote a love song
wrapped in roses and stars
how could that be wrong?
midnights in my car
we had a fairytale
and we made it our own
like a ship setting sail
we set off into the unknown
into the cold dark night
some days you’re my knight in shining armor
and i’ve just been swept up by you and then
you kiss me like it’s sunset climax in a fairytale
and i’m just so glad i even know you but
you proved less charming
as who i hoped to see
so sad wasn’t it darling?
who you turned out to be
we built a castle
a strong life together
fought in all your battles
just for you to lose our forever
on this cold dark night
my cold dark knight
wanted this love
to be like the movies
but we’ve already played out
this tired scene
fast forward to the love i need
fast forward to me breaking away
from this cold dark knight
some days you’re the worst mistake i ever made
and i can’t remember why we ended up together but i
just know i need to find a way out of this tower
i need to un-rescue me from you ‘cause
you proved less charming
as who i hoped to see
so sad wasn’t it darling?
who you turned out to be
we built a castle
a strong life together
fought in all your battles
just for you to lose our forever
on this cold dark night
my cold dark knight
some days you’re my knight in shining armor
and i've just been swept up by you and then
some days you’re the worst mistake i ever made
and i know i must say goodbye
to my cold dark knight
so i'm driving off into the cold dark night ‘cause
you proved less charming
as who i hoped to see
so sad wasn’t it darling?
who you turned out to be
we built a castle
a strong life together
fought in all your battles
just for you to lose our forever
on this cold dark night
my cold dark knight
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i can see it now
you’re waking up
as the sun’s falling down
you imprisoned me in this dying town
so i’m leaving now
there’s no other way to say this
Lady Distance is calling my name
and i’m desperate to obey
guess it’s really just a whisper
but it’s hard to hear anything
over you when you shout
but i’m tired of missing you
while literally sitting next to you
“why can’t i kiss you now?”
i break down
you stare
so now when you get home
i won’t be there
you did your best to kill me
but my wings still beat
i might be weak but i’m still alive
so i’m leaving while i can still fly
i can hear you now
telling me to just
“calm the hell down”
you keep me here just to keep me down
so i’m leaving now
while i can still fly
there’s no other way to say this
Lady Distance is calling my name
and i’m desperate to obey
guess it’s really just a whisper
but it’s hard to hear anything
over you when you shout
but i’m tired of missing you
while literally sitting next to you
“why can’t i kiss you now?”
i break down
you stare
so now when you get home
i won’t be there
you did your best to kill me
but my wings still beat
i might be weak but i’m still alive
so i’m leaving while i can still fly
if you had it your way
you’d bury me in
this dead-end town
even though
you once carried me when
i was broken and bound
i couldn’t walk
you talk
a lot of sh*t
for someone who
hasn’t known love yet
guess i don’t know enough about how it
feels to leave everything behind
guess that was never my mountain to climb
until your earthquake
and subsequent rockslide
almost buried me alive
so i’m leaving now while i can still fly
i packed all my bags
the xbox and the cats
and left while you were gone
so i wouldn’t have to say this to your face
but i have had enough of being blamed
for your every mistake
so i gassed up the car
and didn’t slow down
until i was three towns away
got lost coming through Palm Springs
ain’t it funny what the i-10 brings
of all the things i think i’ll miss
how close we were
to living like kings the most
is there anyone you didn’t sell me out to?
there’s so many things i wish i never told you
forever scarred by your betrayal
when you get home i won’t be there
think i’ll stop for a drink
see what a new boy might think
maybe spend a day or three
where the car broke down
here in Tucson, AZ
and then i’ll keep heading east
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i vow to remind you
with every little kiss
i am always beside you
i will always find you
loving you is effortless
i’ve been thinking lately
rocking chairs and reminiscin’
one day when we’re 80
still loving each other effortlessly
what did i do to deserve
such devotion as this?
my everything
my universe
my love for you is endless
i vow to always keep you close
you be mister i’ll be miss
rain or sun or snow
if we sink or if we float
this love of ours is relentless
i’ve been thinking lately
rocking chairs and reminiscin’
one day when we’re 80
still loving each other effortlessly
what did i do to deserve
such devotion as this?
my everything
my universe
my love for you is endless
this love is as good as it gets
my bed is softer
with you in it
my days are brighter
my heart is bigger
and my life is fuller
with you in it
i’ve been thinking lately
rocking chairs and reminiscin’
one day when we’re 80
still loving each other effortlessly
what did i do to deserve
such devotion as this?
my everything
my universe
my love for you is endless
this love we have is endless
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we’ve been fighting
more and more
been trying
not to yell
without crying
not to feel
like we’ve been defeated
who are you
to accuse me of cheating
i think maybe
you think i’m someone less
maybe it’s because of your ex
maybe it’s cuz she messed around on you
maybe it’s cuz she left you with trust issues
maybe it’s why you’re hell bent
on dragging me down too
who am i to you?
why is your past ruining
what could be next
maybe it’s because of your ex
but i’m pretty sure it’s you
is loving you
worth this anymore?
cracked dishes
and slammin’ doors
fights that leave us
worn out and torn
every kiss is a contract
every time i miss you
it’s an act
i think maybe
you think i’m someone less
maybe it’s because of your ex
maybe it’s cuz she messed around on you
maybe it’s cuz she left you with trust issues
maybe it’s why you’re hell bent
on dragging me down too
who am i to you?
why is your past ruining
what could be next
maybe it’s because of your ex
but i’m pretty sure it’s you
i thought i was happy loving you
the bravest man i ever knew
turns out that ain’t true
who am i to you?
why is your past ruining
what could be next
maybe it’s because of your ex
but i’m pretty sure it’s you
maybe it’s because of your ex
maybe it’s cuz she messed around on you
maybe it’s cuz she left you with trust issues
maybe it’s why you’re hell bent
on dragging me down too
who am i to you?
why is your past ruining
what could be next
maybe it’s because of your ex
but i’m pretty sure it’s you
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i’ve ridden roller coasters
that hang off the California shores
and flown in flimsy airplanes
30,000 feet high or more
i’ve been overrun by liars and crooks
kicked pirates and thieves off me
and i’ve been let down by people
who had once bet their lives on me
i’ve gambled to my last dollar
and i’ve taken stage to find my marks
i’ve climbed trees as tall as buildings
and i’ve swum with hungry sharks
and all i’ve done
and all i’ll ever do
will never be as exciting
as falling in love with you
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i’d ask her to marry me
but i couldn’t bear to watch her leave
i’d ask if she’d keep me company
but i couldn’t bear to stay when she leaves
i wanna tell her there’s so much more to me
than the rotten apple that meets her eye
and all i wanna do is hold her close
and let her know
she’s the apple in my pie
she’s cinnamon and
everything sweet
she’s heavenly
stunningly
i can’t breathe
she’s everything
i could ever need
baby meet my eye
just follow my lead
if i can’t hold him tonight
i won’t hold out this fight
i’d ask if he could turn these tides
but i can’t bear to cross that line
i wanna tell him there’s so much more to me
than the poison apple that meets his eye
and all i wanna do is hold him close
and let him know
i’m losing sleep at night
he’s strong and kind
and everything
he’s heavenly
perfectly
i can’t believe
he’s everything
i could ever need
baby meet my eye
just follow my lead
no i can’t be at our home when you go
cuz i’ll never be the same
don’t ever want to feel this pain again
no i’m tired of “almost”
and being ghosted instead of
“i’m almost home” and
why do i always pick the love
that leaves me alone?
i’m losing sleep at night
you’re everything that gets me high
you make me feel
heavenly
maybe we should
just jump and see
i think you could be
everything
i’ll ever need
wanna fall
in love with me?
just follow my lead
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
your kisses used to taste like a summer breeze
your lips the color of autumn leaves as they fell
now all i remember about September is us walking through hell
we tried everything we could to make this love last
i still can’t understand why you left my heart in your past
was there nothing i could do?
you were the sun and i was the moon
i always thought that opposites should attract
now i’m stuck playing Juliet in the fifth act
guess you always looked better when you’re leaving
is there something that i’m missing i’m not seeing?
had me believing you actually had feelings
for me
fool me
i whisper sweet nothings to the side of the bed where you used to sleep
and i’m sure one day i’ll stop seeing you on every street
but right now i don’t understand a g*d*mn thing
i miss the way you used to say my name and lick your lips
went from talking everyday to passing in the night like ships
was there nothing i could do?
you were the sun and i was the moon
i always thought that opposites should attract
now i’m stuck playing Juliet in the fifth act
guess you always looked better when you’re leaving
is there something that i’m missing i’m not seeing?
had me believing you actually had feelings
for me
fool me
was there nothing i could do?
you were the sun and i was the moon
i always thought that opposites should attract
now i’m stuck playing Juliet in the fifth act
was there nothing you could do?
you struck the match that lit the fuse
did you mean to leave this knife in my back?
my armies buckled when you attacked
guess you always looked better when you’re leaving
is there something i’m missing i’m not seeing?
had me believing you actually had feelings
for me
fool me
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bailey told me you’ve found a new girl
honestly it’s none of my concern
if you wanna give her the world
i worked so hard to earn
do you tell her the same worn out lines?
“forever and always” and “always mine”
did you find her lost and lonely in the neon blue?
did you drive right past her county line too?
out to the same lake
same sun on my face
same text on her phone
for her you built a home
that i can’t live in
i hate your broken promises
that i can’t believe in
“forever and always” and “always mine”
i ain’t got two pennies to my name
but i’d bet a nickel we look the same
i’m trying on “forgiveness” but first up is “blame”
'cause now she’s starring next to you
in the show i staged
do you tell her the same worn out lines?
“forever and always” and “always mine”
did you find her lost and lonely in the neon blue?
did you drive right past her county line too?
out to the same lake
same sun on my face
same text on her phone
for her you built a home
that i can’t live in
i hate your broken promises
that i can’t believe in
“forever and always” and “always mine”
are her midnights just as sweet
as the ones you spent with me?
when you kiss her
do you close your eyes?
does she give you butterflies?
do you call out my name?
when you love her the same
are her eyes as blue as mine?
are her lies as true as mine?
or is it just another matter of time?
don’t you get tired of the same worn out lines?
“forever and always” and “always mine”
did you find her lost and lonely in the neon blue?
did you drive right past her county line too?
out to the same lake
same sun on my face
same text on her phone
for her you built a home
that i can’t live in
i hate your broken promises
that i can’t believe in
“forever and always” and “always mine”
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i set a fire that burned you
just to see flames dance in your eyes
i know that i have hurt you
without ever saying goodbye
forgive me love
how can i make this right
i should have held on tight
forgive me love
i never meant for you to break
i don’t blame you for giving up
i never meant to be something you hate
you held love i’ve only ever dreamt of
forgive me love
i can’t breathe without you
i didn’t know it when i had you
forgive me love
how did i not know what i was holding
a perfect precious little heart
how can i keep on going
knowing i’m the reason we’re apart
forgive me love
you were the rays of sunshine in my days
and the brightest stars that lit up the darkest
parts of me
forgive me love
i wasn’t ready to leave the dark
forgive me love
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i know i’m meant for more than this
i’ve never felt more torn than this
pieces of my soul left on this path
now there is no turning back
i lost myself somewhere in the past
wish that i could just be stuck
alone collecting dust
it’s like i put myself away
way up high on some shelf to stay
i won’t have to worry about anything else
like breaking down
changing my ways
or being better than yesterday
there’s galaxies inside of me
i can’t let you see
i’ll find myself i’ll rise from this
but i’ve never felt more scared than this
if i’m gonna be better maybe
i gotta do something crazy
so i’ll break these filthy chains
the ones i made to ease my pain
i think they’ve rusted
can’t see through the dust
it's like i’ve put myself away
i’m too restless now to stay
part of me liked the way it felt
never needing any help
only i can own my past
shatter me i ain’t made of glass
i can’t change who i was before
time to stop keeping score
it’s like i put myself away
way up high on some shelf to stay
i won’t have to worry about anything else
i'm breaking now
i’m changing my ways
i’ll be better than yesterday
there’s galaxies inside of me
i want you to see
i’m ready to be seen
it’s like i put myself away
way up high on some shelf to stay
i won’t have to worry about anything else
i’ve broken down
changed my ways
i'll be better than yesterday
see these galaxies
inside of me
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i wasn’t going to see
if you made it out alive
should’ve let it go
but couldn’t get you
off my mind
last time we spoke
i accidentally
called you “mine”
we once tripped up the
hands of time
seven years older
i still reach for you
on the colder nights
i know i shouldn’t have called
but i couldn’t help but wonder
how have you been?
oh! that’s amazing
are you still staying in the same city or?
oh! have you been back to sycamore?
has anything changed since you and i sat on that shore?
cuz for me it really hasn’t
sorry - you’re right -
asked and answered
wait - i remember
have you been replaying any part of December
2015?
answer that one please
how lonely have you been without me?
i’ll confess that i
guess this obsession
with keeping you in my possession
would all make so much more sense
if i knew you ended up dead too
but i did know we were living
already in past tense
on precarious time
and i still detest
the month of July
seven years older
i still reach for you
on the colder nights
i know i shouldn’t have called
but i couldn’t help but wonder
how have you been?
oh! that’s amazing
are you still staying in the same city?
have you been back to sycamore?
has anything changed since you and i sat on that shore?
cuz for me it really hasn’t
sorry - you’re right -
asked and answered
wait - i remember
have you been replaying any part of December
2015?
answer that one please
how lonely have you been without me?
do you still drive down the streets we used to?
is it the same without me sitting next to you?
do you still get the pancakes at aunties diner?
do you still take ice cubes in your wine or
do you still think of me in December?
i’ve killed myself remembering
when our trees
lose their leaves
does it remind you
of when you lost me?
seven years older
i still wish i was
laying my head down
on your shoulder right now
how have you been?
oh! that’s amazing
are you still staying in the same city?
have you been back to sycamore?
has anything changed since you and i sat on that shore?
cuz for me it really hasn’t
sorry - you’re right -
asked and answered
wait - i remember
have you been replaying any part of December
2015?
answer that one please
how lonely have you been without me?
seven years older
i still reach for you
on the colder nights
and i still detest
the month of July
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i used to keep poems in a notebook
but all my words stuck to the page
bleeding words written in ash and soot
bearing this loneliness to the grave
six feet under until you showed up one day
the more that i shared with you
the more my words breathed new life
and i will dance with only you
as you sing them loudly to the night
boy i think i’ll write about you
now you can have the melodies to all of my songs
if you even have the nerve to sing along
in love at noon and gone by midnight
so soon oh my
so you can have the music
you can leave here with the beat
but boy i’ll be d*mned
you ain’t leaving here with me
boy i think i’ll write about you
i won’t say it but i miss when it was sweet
falling for you really was as easy as
“babe, you’re killing me in those jeans”
now you’ve thrown away everything at your place
that reminds you of me
i didn’t know how to love you
knowing you’d played this song before
hearing you say “maybe one day”
but i know i’ll always want more
oh boy i think i’ll write about you
now you can have the melodies to all of my songs
if you even have the nerve to sing along
in love at noon and gone by midnight
so soon oh my
so you can have the music
you can leave here with the beat
but boy i’ll be d*mned
you ain’t leaving here with me
boy i think i’ll write about you
i’ll write about just how good we had it
champagne soaked nights and starlight
gleaming in his bright green eyes
quiet heartbeats and shuffling feet
silent skin on skin
my flame’s hidden twin
everything my heart was looking for
until you started keeping score
had to go and change your mind
never mind mine
and i know this will hurt
but darling you can’t have my words
now you can have the melodies to all of my songs
if you even have the nerve to sing along
in love at noon and gone by midnight
so soon oh my
so you can have the music
you can leave here with the beat
but boy i’ll be d*mned
you ain’t leaving here with me
boy i think i’ll write about you
i don’t know how to look at you without thinking
how amazing we could’ve been
if we had just tried again
i don’t know how to speak of you without grieving
everything i once thought that i could believe in
all over again
i don’t know how to think of you and not to miss
the parts of you i never got to kiss
goodbye
and i know this will hurt
but darling you can’t have my words
you ain’t leaving here with me
boy i wrote about you
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i will teach you to brush your teeth
so that every day your reflection
is close enough to touch
you are a crooked nose
small ears
and i know how hard it can be
to love the scars that no one can see
but you must learn to love yourself
so that someday
if no one else knows how to
you can teach them
i will teach you to fish one day
open your eyes
cast your reel
and hook the stars
on the outside of the sky
because everyone needs light
when their world falls apart
and a little extra hope
can save a life
i will teach you to grow roses and daisies
this world has a funny way of confusing
empathy for weakness
your fragility for brokenness
it will tell you to be impenetrable
stubborn and alone
but humans are not marble statues and
your feelings are not wine to be bottled
collecting dust in the cellar
and there is grace in nurturing emotions
as delicate as flower petals
I hope you remember to laugh
every now and again
because you need reminding
that not everything is your enemy
and as broken as this world may seem
you
my love
are not of this world
your laughter is the sweetest thing
i’ve ever loved
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your obsession with checking me out
has got me to thinking aloud
maybe we should take this
a little past drinking
this bar is dark is dusty
and my skills might be rusty
but boy take my lead
i think you can trust me
i want there to be
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us there’s
nowhere
nowhere
nowhere
i'd rather be than
where i
can run my
hands through
your hair with
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us
girl the way you got me feeling
is one in a million
girl let’s have some crazy fun
as long as your willing
the way your looking at me
got me thinking you should be
taking my lead i need you to trust me
i want there to be
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us there’s
nowhere
nowhere
nowhere
i'd rather be than
where i
can run my
hands through
your hair with
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us
the way you got me feeling
has got me to thinking
wanna have a little fun?
i feel something bubbling
you know all great things
once came from
nothing
i want there to be
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us there’s
nowhere
nowhere
nowhere
i'd rather be than
where i
can run my
hands through
your hair with
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us
i want there to be
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us there’s
nowhere
nowhere
nowhere
i'd rather be than
where i
can kiss you while
people stare with
nothing
nothing
nothing
in between us
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feels like distant memory
something lost in reverie
a long forgotten scheme
i met you in a dream
did you know me long ago?
can i keep your perfect glow?
i’m lost in green eyes gleam
i touched you in a dream
the morning dawns soon i fear
let me hold you now my dear
nothings e’er as it seems
i loved you in that dream
i swear i can’t outrun you
but i don’t think i want to
the ghost of you unseen
i’ll hold you in my dream
i can only hope to wake
first to see your smiling face
’til then love live in moonbeams
i’ll keep you in my dreams
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i wasn’t looking for much
to tell the truth i was expecting something
that would leave me haunted in the backseat
of some broke down Chevy
no more than the rush of what could be
of what you might mean to me
but now we’re sneaking glances
at each other over glasses
of whiskey neat
from the end of the counter
you’ll say “boys i found her
ain’t it sweet?”
so close but so far
it all started in a bar
now you’ve got me
you've gone from a stranger
to someone i don’t want to miss
didn’t think i was ready to
learn how you kiss
just two years
you knelt to one knee
we already know what
you would ask of me
now we’re sneaking glances
at each other over glasses
of whiskey neat
from the end of the counter
you’ll say “boys i found her
ain’t it sweet?”
so close but so far
it all started in a bar
five winters older
hold me as the nights
grow colder
all i want now is to sleep
on your shoulder
every day until we disappear
into the gray
now i’m wearing white
my daddy’s got my arm held tight
leading me forward
in more ways than one
you’re at the end of the aisle
your turn to say “i do”
we’ve come so far
and it all started in a bar
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should’ve listened when they scolded me
when they shouted and told me to run
should’ve known all about the gun
you’d hidden under our bed but i
couldn’t see the trees
for this forest of dread
oh boy watch me run
away from the nightmares
we hid in our hands
freedom forbidden
by the law of your land
oh boy watch me run
you’re a b*tch with no bark
you’re a light with no spark
do your best to keep me
forever in the dark
oh boy watch me run
you think you’re so sweet
trying to talk down to me
you’re no more believable than ol’ Jack and Jill
who went up that g*dd*mn hill
a snake with no venom unlike you i bite back
you’re somehow both empty and full of sh*t
you’re just a gun with no bullets
oh boy watch me run
you’re no Jack and i’m not your Jill
should’ve turned around
and walked out the door
should’ve guessed
you’d call me moments before
breathing the same air as her
good riddance to my number one
oh boy watch me run
do you think of me
when you are making
love to her or only when
you’ve had enough of her?
oh boy watch me run
you’re a b*tch with no bark
you’re a light with no spark
do your best to keep me
forever in the dark
oh boy watch me run
you think you’re so sweet
trying to gaslight me
you’re no more believable than ol’ Jack and Jill
who went and died on that g*dd*mn hill
a snake with no venom unlike you i bite back
track me down like a bloodhound
with no sense of direction
you don’t threaten me
you or your “reckoning”
pardon me
i ain’t got time to entertain
your nonsense games
when it’s all said and done
you’re somehow both empty
and full of sh*t
you’re just a gun with no bullets
oh boy watch me run
you’re no Jack and i’m not your Jill
don’t hear “i’ll stay”
when i say “get lost”
i’ve started writing down
every line you’ve ever crossed
don’t hear “i love you”
when i say “goodbye”
you lie with “i'm yours”
every word is a crime
you’re a b*tch with no bark
you’re a light with no spark
do your best to keep me
forever in the dark
oh boy watch me run
you think you’re so sweet
trying to placate me
you’re no more believable than ol’ Jack and Jill
who went up that g*dd*mn hill
a snake with no venom unlike you i bite back
you’re somehow both empty and full of sh*t
you’re just a gun with no bullets
oh boy watch me run
you’re no Jack and i’m not your Jill
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early winter morning
light blinking through the trees
the first chill you felt
the first time you held me
i’ve been Iost and i’ve been looking
for somewhere that i can run
i’ve been hoping for redemption
scared to trust the beat of my own drum
it’s like i lost my only rhythm
like my music lost its beat
but like an old country song
leading me on
there’s someone
who won’t leave
me well enough alone
leaves crunching on the sidewalk
and falling through the breeze
the first time you felt free
was the first time you held me
i’ve been lost and i’ve been looking
for somewhere that i can run
i’ve been hoping for redemption
scared to trust the beat of my own drum
it’s like i lost my only rhythm
like my music lost its beat
but like an old country song
leading me on
there’s someone
who won’t leave
me well enough alone
you are always where i run to
you built the home i’ll always come home to
i’ll spend every day God gave me
trying to embody the grace with which you raised me
i've been lost and i've been looking
floating on stormy seas
i’ve been hoping for redemption
scared to trust the salty breeze
it’s like i can’t find my bearings
in the sea of my own soul
but like a lighthouse on the coast
my mom’s waving to me from the shore
guiding me home
yeah i thank God
there’s someone
who won’t leave
me
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i don’t wanna party
i don’t want a single shot
i like being at home
in my pjs all alone
internet flicks and chill?
no thanks
i don’t want a drink
call me lonely
but
i’m not like my friends
i’m older than them
so i’ll be asleep before
the evening ends
they want go out get drunk
i got a different definition of fun
i guess I got tendencies
that my friends don’t see
i don’t stay out all night
don’t like my local bar
too each his alone
i’m happy all on my own
not as weird honestly
as i thought i would be
maybe i’m not like my friends
i’m older than them so
i’ve already been there
i’ve already seen how this ends
they wanna stay lit and stay wild
i get the appeal of acting like a child
but i guess i got tendencies
that my friends don’t see
i think i grew up early
i think i knew too much to quickly
they slur when they’re talking
they don’t see yet what it can do
if they keep running
locking up how they really feel
i spent years chasing that thrill
i know i’m not like my friends
i know how their night will end
with the wrong boys
and too much noise
i wish i could show them
that just like me
the tides will turn
one day they’ll learn
how to not be like their friends
and that all late nights
must come to an end
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our love was like ocean waves
the way they don't cling to any shore
they never last
i was your lighthouse
i brought you home and yet
you blamed me when your ship capsized
somehow you survived the wreckage
i know you are out there somewhere
beached
safe
but if you still think of me
i hope it’s because you are finally as lonely
as i never wished you would be
and i pray that all this grief
over the loss of you
isn’t a siren on the rocks
i pray being lost at sea
doesn’t drive me crazy
and i hope you realize
you lost the most
chaotic
reckless
beautiful
part of your life
when you lost me
i hope i finally
drive
you
f*cking
crazy
you are still the smallest
man i have ever known
a grain of sand
on an endless coast
the tides that washed me away
could never be as cruel as you
for killing such an innocent love
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my connection with you is like no other
the butterflies i get make me wonder
how that look in your brown eyes
always gets me so flustered
you’re someone i could fall for
don’t wanna take a leap we aren’t ready for
all you have to do is smile
come here babe let’s stay a while
i’m afraid to call this love
i’m afraid you might be the one
come on babe let’s chase the sun
i’m holding out too much hope this time
is our time
all i can think about is how to rhyme
your name with everything i feel
is this love real?
never met no one like you
i know these feelings i have are true
driving down your street tonight
wishing you’d come hold me tight
don’t wanna walk a rope too tight
you always make me smile
come here baby stay a while
i really wanna call this love
i’m thinking you might be the one
come on babe let’s chase the sun
i’m holding out too much hope this time
is our time
all i can think about is how to rhyme
your name with everything i feel
is this love real?
i wanna take this chance with you
i wanna be more than friends
two-stepping at 12 am
just let me keep dancing with you
can we call this love
baby you might be the one
come on babe let’s chase the sun
i’m holding out hope this time
is our time
all i can think about is how to rhyme
your name with everything i feel
is this love real?
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wasn’t trying to fall in love
wasn’t trying to get all caught up
in some watered-down romance
call it fate call it wild chance
call it whatever you want to
just as long as you call me up too
like a herd of wild horses
you hit me like like a force of nature
i heard thunder on the ground
i was surrounded by you
wanna dive so deep
in those brown eyes
wanna fall for
all your pretty lies
your love got me spinning
like a tornado when we’re kissing
let me show you what your missing
faster than a mustang's heartbeat
this love has set me free
wild as a summer breeze
swept me off my feet
stronger than whiskey kept neat
i think you and i could start a wildfire
just by burning off this desire
like a herd of wild horses
you hit me like a force of nature
i heard thunder on the ground
i was surrounded by you
wanna dive so deep
in those brown eyes
wanna fall for
all your pretty lies
your love got me spinning
like a tornado when we’re kissing
let me show you what your missing
faster than a mustang's heartbeat
like a herd of wild horses
you hit me like a force of nature
i heard thunder on the ground
i was surrounded by you
wanna dive so deep
in those brown eyes
wanna fall for
all your pretty lies
your love got me spinning
like a tornado when we’re kissing
let me show you what your missing
faster than a mustang's heartbeat
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i’ve been all up in my head
since you up and left me
i pretend i’m a pirate
master of the oceans
so i could search the seas
for treasured words
i should have spoken
you’re my favorite daydream
take me back to eighteen
just close my eyes and then
i can find you again
i disappear into my mind
take me back to eighteen
i’ve cried a thousand tears
i’ve waited two long years
i wish i was an astronaut
so i can search the skies
for the same tired starlight
i used to see in your eyes
you’re my favorite daydream
take me back to eighteen
just close my eyes and then
i can find you again
i disappear into my mind
you’re my favorite daydream
take me back to eighteen
i pretend i’m a queen
ruler of a sparkling kingdom
overlooking the sea
i’d issue a decree
to bring you back to me
you’re my favorite daydream
take me back to eighteen
take me back to when you loved me
you’re my favorite daydream
take me back to eighteen
just close my eyes and then
i can find you again
if i disappear into my mind
you’re my favorite daydream
take me back to eighteen
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lately i’ve been missing who i used to be
a child of the forest as it meets the sea
born from sea glass and shells and sand
my mother picked by hand
underneath the leaves
of an old birch tree
somewhere on a beach
in Aberdeen
everybody has a place
steps they retrace
to re-find their grace
for me it’s where
the apple orchards
meet the ocean shore
in a salty and sweet embrace
and home is never far away
everybody has a safe space
to run when they’re feeling alone
i think my sweet Aberdeen
is calling me home
i’ve never missed someone
like i miss the time
i spent as a child
letting the autumn breeze
carry me and the red leaves
down dusty main street
these delicate memories
of barefoot woods and the frozen beaches
of the Susquehanna reach out to me
everybody has a place
steps they retrace
to re-find their grace
for me it’s where
the apple orchards
meet the ocean shore
in a salty and sweet embrace
and home is never far away
everybody has a safe space
to run when they’re feeling alone
i think my sweet Aberdeen
is calling me home
i’ve been doubting myself lately
only allowing myself rarely
to stop and smell the flowers
i’ve been lashing out
loud for no reason
at people i care about
lately i’ve been someone else
but there’s a place i can go
if i just sit quietly and breathe
i can call my sweet Aberdeen
my momma used to call me “precious“
now i’m stuck in between
beauty queens and my antidepressants
the good and the bad and my adolescence
so take me back to Aberdeen
i will find her there
somewhere along the gray sand beaches
sitting underneath the leaves
of an old birch tree
and i’ll call out to me
somewhere in Aberdeen
everybody has a place
steps they retrace
to re-find their grace
for me it’s where
the apple orchards
meet the ocean shore
in a salty and sweet embrace
and home is never far away
everybody has a safe space
to run when they’re feeling alone
i think my sweet Aberdeen
is calling me home
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i am the granddaughter
of the witch you failed to burn
proudly wearing the same scars
she before me did nothing to earn
i stand and i’ve stood
free as the river water
that flow through these woods
where i will always return
i am made of the earth
and i’ll sing to the stars
i am the granddaughter
of the witch you failed to burn
i am a descendant
of a goddess amongst fae
i am the beginning and the end and
a wild woman
savage and stray
raised ruthless and running
never bend or relent because
she never did
she flew away like a bird
transcending the earth
i’ll always defend
i am a descendant
of the witch you failed to burn
i will watch you burn out
when one day it turns out you could’ve done
something to stop your own destruction
but i, oh i, will find what’s left of my soul
and we’ll go off into the great unknown
where the birds call to the sun
and the wolves howl when the day is done
i’ll find her near the river’s water
i am made of the earth
and i’ll sing to the stars
i am the granddaughter
of the witch you failed to burn
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i had one man tell me
that his work should come first
i had one man tell me
all my friends were the worst
i had one man tell me
i was just too fat
had another man tell me
i’d never have a chance
i thought it was me
it’s hard to sleep at night
thinking you’ll never make anyone happy
but then i met a new man
right out of the blue
this man
he told me i was pretty and smart
said he saw my broken heart
and he held my hand anyway
sometimes all it takes
to fix past mistakes
is one man
i had one man tell me
he didn’t love me no more
i had one man tell me
he’d rather date some wh*re
had another man tell me
he was tired of trying to fix me?
boy what? i left
you better than
you were
when you
found me
i thought it was me
it’s hard to sleep at night
thinking you’ll never make anyone happy
but then i met a new man
right out of the blue
this man
he told me i was pretty and smart
said he saw my broken heart
and he held my hand anyway
sometimes all it takes
to fix past mistakes
is one man
one good strong man
to be my one and only man
i found a kind and fine man
who will never leave me a lonely man
and he’s all my man
i thought it was me
it’s hard to sleep at night
thinking you’ll never make anyone happy
but then i met a new man
right out of the blue
this man
he tells me i’m pretty and smart
he’s helping me heal my broken heart
and he holds my hand everyday
sometimes all it takes
to fix past mistakes
is one man
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from the start you were a light in the dark
yeah you had the potential to tear me apart
but you took my hand took my heart
sweet as pie but still keeping me in the dark
oh boy i’ve never fallen fallen this hard
oh boy i’m all in all in seeing stars
now we’re racing down a back road at 2 am
and i’m just wondering when you’ll really let me in
really let me see me all your scars
your broken hearts
i wanna be there for your good days and bad
and i wanna feel everything you ever have
part of all your highs and part of your lows
part of your everything you’ve ever known
part of your loved and part of your lonely
i don’t wanna see if i ain’t looking at you
i don’t wanna be anywhere if you ain’t too
it’s like all of a sudden your my whole world
and baby you know i’m your ride or die girl
oh boy i’ve never fallen fallen this fast
oh boy i’m all in let me into your past
now we’re racing down a back road at 2 am
and i’m just wondering when you’ll really let me in
really let me see all your scars
your broken hearts
i wanna be there for your good days and bad
i wanna feel everything you ever have
part of all your highs and part of your lows
part of your everything you’ve ever known
part of your loved and part of your lonely
all i want is all of you
next to me and
maybe a little bit of
“getting to know
each other” too?
now we’re racing down a back road at 2 am
and i’m just wondering when you’ll really let me in
really let me see all your scars
your broken hearts
every moment you've been whole
every day they tore you apart
i wanna be there for your good days and bad
and i wanna feel everything you ever have
part of all your highs and part of your lows
part of your everything you’ve ever known
part of your loved and part of your lonely
© 2022 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
here’s to us who dream a little loud
those who want to soar above the clouds
here’s to us who crash and burn and
from the ashes turn
to the sun
oh little one
you are a phoenix
and this is your thesis
dowse your fire with gasoline
give ‘em something they’ve never seen
breaking down isn’t a weakness
when you are a phoenix
you’ll fall and rise when you are a phoenix
so let them throw their sticks and stones
you’ve got a fire in your bones
golden with afterglow
baby it’s time to go
time to run
oh young one
know you are a phoenix
this is only your thesis
dowse your fire with gasoline
give ‘em something they’ve never seen
breaking down isn’t a weakness
when you are a phoenix
if you need to crash and burn
from the ashes you will turn
to the sun
oh rising one
you have a purpose
you have meaning
even if you haven’t seen it
you are a phoenix
dowse your fire with gasoline
give ‘em something they’ve never seen
breaking down isn’t a weakness
when you are a phoenix
© 2020 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
maybe it was my mistake
i kept expecting you to change
left you in that photo frame
faith in you was stupid
but i can't help if
i was born a human
i wish i could be the same as
when you first met me
i’m better without you
stronger than i used to be
keep me in mind babe
when you need a better memory
keep me in a polaroid
a picture of me from your better days
i wish i could be the same as
when you first met me
i wanted you for all my life
now you’re the last thing on my mind
needed you to be my light
to love me through my darkest nights
nothing left for you to destroy
but a dusty faded polaroid
i’m better without you
stronger than i used to be
keep me in mind babe
when you need a better memory
keep me in a polaroid
a picture of me from your better days
i wish i could be the same as
when you first met me
thought you’d be the one to save me
photographs were all you gave me
cuz you were too broken
to be open
enough to be mine
i’m better without you
stronger than i used to be
keep me in mind babe
when you need a better memory
keep me in these polaroids
a picture of me from all your best days
i wish i could be the same as
when you first met me
© 2020 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
set the scene
you and me
early orange autumn breeze
and there was nothing in between us and forever
at least that’s how i remember it
but maybe that’s just how i fall asleep at night
maybe you aren’t as great as i remember
maybe you didn’t hang the moon
maybe you ruined my September
ran after the first “i love you”
but i’ll still tell myself you’re sorry
and that you’ll come running back to me
but it’s just another story
written by a stupid less-than-truthful memory
it’s just another lie
told by
my sad
sentimental heart
i’m on day
four hundred three
without my baby
next to me
breathing in sync
he took my whole heart
and i sold the ring
but that’s not how i remember it
that’s just how i fall asleep at night
maybe you aren’t as great as i remember
maybe you didn’t hang the moon
maybe you ruined my September
and left after the first “i love you”
but i’ll still tell myself you’re sorry
and that you’ll come running back to me
but it’s just another story
written by a stupid less-than-truthful memory
it’s just another lie
told by
my sad
sentimental heart
my favorite color is
“day-is-done”
purple in the sky
i watch you run
circles in my mind
i have to believe
you still love me
to get through this life
it’s just another lie
told by
my sad
sentimental heart
maybe you aren’t as great as i remember
maybe you didn’t hang the moon
maybe you ruined my September
and left after the first “i love you”
but i’ll still tell myself you’re sorry
and that you’ll come running back to me
but it’s just another story
written by a stupid less-than-truthful memory
it’s just another lie
told by
my sad
sentimental heart
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
dusty emerald eyes
hiding crystal white lies
ignore my muffled cries
obsidian hands on my thighs
devil dressed in pearls and wine
boy you got me feeling like a fool
i don’t like your new shade of blue
all i wanted was to be with you
to be your yellow in a field of blue but
my footsteps turned green and
you forgot how much i mean to you
you forgot you
and so you turned into someone new
on your dying mind last
ruby flags atop castles of glass
a delicious curse you killed me to cast
our first date was my friend’s wake
can’t wear the fake
jewels you gave to me
did you know what it would do to me?
i don’t want your new shade of blue
i can’t figure out how to love
the color you’ve become
because it reminds me of
the person you were before
i don’t want to be in love any more
with your new shade of blue
brush me off again like it’s your sworn duty
say you got my back but then look right through me
yeah i’m frustrated and lonely so sue me
because the one person i picked to undo me
is acting like he never knew me
did you know what it would do to me?
did you know what it would do to me?
when you treated me as less than human?
when you tore me apart and
left me to starve alone in the dark
with broken home and ruined heart
did you know what it would do to me?
did you know i can’t feel anything?
all i wanted was to be with you
to be your yellow in a field of blue but
my footsteps turned green and
you forgot how much i mean to you
you forgot you
and so you turned into someone new
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
ain’t here to sing 'bout some stupid boy
left me like every other cliche cowboy
maybe “every light in the house is on”
he played me like a guitar string
tried to take me for everything
he ain’t worth no country song
i know what you’re thinking
country music don’t need
another song about drinking
but it sure beats a song about
heartache or hard working people
don’t get me wrong
i love the old songs
but let’s see where the beat leads
'cause i need something to sip on
busting my ass working for a dollar
can’t clean the dirt off this blue collar
boss man must be off his rocker
but that’s not going in this song
“9 to 5” is too d*mn long
i need something to sip on
i know what you’re thinking
country music don’t need
another song about drinking
but it sure beats a song about
heartache or hard working people
don’t get me wrong
i love the old songs
but let’s see where the beat leads
'cause i need something to sip on
i want to write country music
but we don’t need another song
about stupid boys long gone
or working dusk to dawn
since i’m already sipping
i'll keep going on
i know what you’re thinking
country music don’t need
another song about drinking
but it sure beats a song about
heartache or hard working people
don’t get me wrong
i love the old songs
let’s see where the beat leads
i need something to sip on
© 2022 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
i knew i didn’t love you
long before i told you baby
'cause what choice did you give me?
don’t flinch
when i pinch the trigger
i’m a six shooter
instead of bullets
i’m shooting whiskey
so i’ll take one shot
for the day you left
and one more
for the things i said
shot three was
bought for me
four and five
for the tears i cry
and one more
for the things you said
then i just might
start again
i’m a six shooter
instead of bullets
i’m shooting whiskey
you moved on so fast
guess i can’t hate that
'cause what choice did I give you?
don’t flinch
when i pinch the trigger
i’m a six shooter
instead of bullets
i’m shooting whiskey
so i’ll take one shot
for the day you left
and one more
for the things i said
shot three was
bought for me
four and five
for the tears i cry
and one more
for the things you said
then i might just
start again
i’m a six shooter
instead of bullets
i’m shooting whiskey
one shot two shots
to numb the pain
with four through six
i can pretend i’m not to blame
i think i lost my soulmate
so i’ll take one shot
for the day you left
and one more
for the things i said
shot three was
bought for me
four and five
for the tears i cry
and one more
for the things you said
then i just might
start again
i’m a six shooter
instead of bullets
i’m shooting whiskey
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
your eyes lit up my summer
brighter days led to dazzling nights
i spent August ready to love you
through the cold aurora lights
i miss your bright eyes and summer smile
who says winter love can’t be as wild?
and now i see
every reason you’ve been with out
every girl you loved in every season before now
all of sudden it’s September
and you don’t love me like you did in June
the leaves are falling from the trees
as hard as you once did for me
and now i see
your conditional love is seasonal
i won’t just be another lesson you learn
snowbird
like the petals that fall
you may be something i’ve outgrown
this road is icy now
i can’t see for the pain coming down
something changed with the very first chill
something inside you forgot the thrill
and now i see
every reason you’ve been with out
every girl you loved in every season before now
all of sudden it’s September
and you don’t love me like you did in June
the leaves are falling from the trees
as hard as you once did for me
and now i see
your conditional love is seasonal
i won’t just be another lesson you learn
snowbird
the days have been growing colder and so have you
the darkness in this house grows longer as the nights do too
i won’t just be another lesson you learn
snowbird
all of sudden it’s September
and you don’t love me like you did in June
the leaves are falling from the trees
as hard as you once did for me
and now i see
every reason you’ve been with out
every girl you loved in every season before now
your conditional love is seasonal
i won’t just be another lesson you learn
snowbird
© 2023 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
i’ve been saying i love you
with my tongue to my cheek
but you shouldn’t make promises
you can’t keep
i swear i use to wear
my heart on my sleeve
i swear i use to love you
but what does that mean?
you shouldn’t make promises
you can’t keep
and you shouldn’t trust
somebody like me
i’ve been saying i love you
but words can be cheap
i’ve been lying to you
through every heartbeat
what if love isn’t enough?
what does that say about me?
have i ever even known
what love really means?
you shouldn’t make promises
you can’t keep
and you shouldn’t trust
somebody like me
i’ve been saying i love you
but lately i’d rather not speak
those words feel so heavy
useless even weak
if the words aren’t enough
show me what is
how can you say you love me
when we don’t know what trust is?
you shouldn’t make promises
you can’t keep
and you shouldn’t trust
somebody like me
© 2023 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
loving you was complicated
sweet at first now overrated
you were worth the risk to me
long nights whiskey shots and secrecy
cue the violin quartet
never gonna see what was next
the love we had is history
'cause boy you played me like a symphony
we were never meant to be
together you and me
everyone in the audience could see
romance turned to tragedy
yeah you played me
played me like a symphony
i’ve been running every
red light in this town
trying to find something
better than the sound
of your voice in the middle of the night
make this make sense make this right
cue the violin quartet
never gonna see what was next
the love we had was history
'cause boy you played me like a symphony
we were never meant to be
together you and me
everyone in the audience could see
romance turned to tragedy
yeah you played me
played me like a symphony
hear the backbeat trumpets sound
cymbals crashed and brought us down
i don’t know how to fight
all these memories of you i hold in my mind
love lost on a shakespearean sea
yeah you played me like a symphony
cue the violin quartet
never gonna see what was next
the love we had was history
'cause boy you played me like a symphony
we were never meant to be
together you and me
everyone in the audience could see
mr. cool wrote the cruelest tragedy
yeah you played me
played me like a symphony
© 2023 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
did you know the world spins around
and keeps your feet on the ground?
cuz i had to rebuild my wings
from things i found after you
came around and knocked me down
after everything we’ve been through
i don’t know how to not be close to you
yeah there’s a lot of things that i don’t know
i don’t know why
hearing you say goodbye
broke me like it did
i feel like a kid
who doesn’t know
how to let go
or why ice is cold
but water flows
or why it’s your name i hear
when the west winds blow
yeah there’s a lot of things that i don’t know
i don’t know how much more
my heart can miss you
before it actually falls apart
cuz it’s taken me years
and a million tears to
patch myself up and get here but still
after everything we’ve been through
i don’t know how to breathe without you
yeah there’s a lot of things that i don’t know
i don’t know why
hearing you say goodbye
broke me like it did
i feel like a kid
who doesn’t know
how to let go
or why lightning bugs glow
but ants don’t grow
or why it’s your name i hear
when the west winds blow
yeah there’s a lot of things that i don’t know
i hosted a meeting
between my head and my heart
trying to find a new start
i stood next to my head
when my poor lonely heart said
“there is nothing you can give me
no way to convince me
i’ll love him as long as i’m living
and i’m sorry but you’ll never stop grieving”
all this missing you has me believing
my love for you might never decrease and
it’s stopped my breathing
like a little kid who hasn’t known hurt
i’ve never felt so numb to your words
and i’ll live with the scars you’ve given me
but i’ll never let you live on in me
i don’t know how you left without me so easy
i don’t know how to look at you and not see
how you shine how you sparkle how you glow
yeah there’s a lot of things that i don’t know
i don’t know why
hearing you say goodbye
broke me like it did
i feel like a kid who doesn’t know
how to let go or why our hero is Bilbo
but it was Sam who let the ring go
or where the dark hides when the light shines
or why it’s your name i hear when the west winds blow
or if you might think of me tomorrow
or if you might love me in the afterglow
yeah there’s a lot of things that i don’t know
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
this is why
i fell in love
in the middle of July
this is why
flying under purple skies
you are
sweet on my bitter nights
want you for the rest of my life
this is why
the deep green in your eyes
the lovely white lies
let’s write a novel love affair
say you’ll be there
say you’ll follow me all the same
the deep green in your eyes
the stars in the sky spell your name
this is why
this is why
i fell in love
with a winter sky
this is why
when the rain
makes the night cold and mundane
you stayed
warm on my frigid nights
want you for the rest of my life
this is why
the deep green in your eyes
the lovely white lies
let’s write a novel love affair
say you’ll be there
say you’ll follow me all the same
the deep green in your eyes
the stars in the sky spell your name
this is why
i keep falling in love with
how your hand fits
perfectly in mine
and the way you kiss
me all the time
this is why
this love is why
you’re the reason why
the deep green in your eyes
the lovely white lies
let’s create a great affair
say you’ll be there
say you’ll follow me all the same
the deep green in your eyes
the stars in the sky spell your name
this is why
© 2023 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
i know it’s the middle of the night
and i told you i wouldn’t call but
i’ve been thinking about our fight
how it all went down
i’ve been thinking about
dishes breaking against living room walls
and i’m sorry to call
but i won’t be sorry for what i said
until you’re sorry for how you acted
'cause you can’t take back
the lies i’ve been fed
and i can’t have my words redacted
i think maybe we only dated
because i was young
and hung up on you
and you were dumb
and strung out too
on god-knows-what
i just wanted to tell you
today i gave up my love for you
when i sat down to write this song
i intended for you to sing along
but how can i write your side of the tragedy
if i haven’t lived your story?
it’s not my fault you refuse to write
not sorry
do you know how Einstein defined
insanity?
but i’ve spent a useless decade
slowly drifting away
waiting for the day
you’d have something helpful to say
and i won’t be sorry for how i left
until you admit that you need help
i had to sacrifice you
it was the only way to save myself
i think maybe we only dated
because i was young
and hung up on you
and you were dumb
and strung out too
on god-knows-what
i just wanted to tell you
today i gave up my love for you
to the boy who reduced
recycled
and reused me
you turned me into Medusa
the girl who can’t refuse you
is somehow desperate not to lose you
when i’d have been smart to run as far
away from you as i could get
you turned me into Medusa
into someone that i wish i’d never met
stone cold and bitter and better off alone
full of hate and rage and rotten bones
you forced me to die fighting a war
that i never f*cking signed up for
when will you admit
you won’t get away with it?
you think just because
i was young
and hung up on you
that i was too dumb
to see through your ruse?
all this treason and spite for god-knows-what
contrite desperate reason
break my heart once every season
i think a shrink would have a lot to sell you
i wish i could call you up to tell you
the day i gave up my love for you for good
the world didn’t end like i thought it would
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
i was once a little kid
with crazy plans
day dreaming of a future
where i would
finally touch the
highest branch
and everyone would
say “she’s so good”
thinking i’d have it
made by 23
but there’s still so much
unfound in me
yeah there’s a lot of things
that i could be
a thousand possibilities
that i can’t wait to see
everyone says “someday you’ll be somebody”
but what if i already am hey?
maybe someday is now
i don’t wanna wait another d*mn day
won’t let tomorrow hold me down
i know it’s gotta be hard
for you to see
but you’re already who
you need to be
if beauty is in
the eye of the beholder
don’t listen to what
the past ones told you
it’s up to you to to go out and do it
prove it to yourself
and to those who
put you on that shelf
cuz there’s a lot of things
that i could be
a thousand possibilities
that i can’t wait to see
everyone says “someday you’ll be somebody”
but what if i already am hey?
maybe someday is now
i don’t wanna wait another d*mn day
won’t let tomorrow hold me down
don’t wait around
to make your mark
start today
be somebody’s
light in the dark
someday is today
and you don’t have to wait
maybe it’s the little things
that make you great
cuz there’s a lot of things
that you could be
a thousand possibilities
that i can’t wait to see
everyone says “someday you’ll be somebody”
but what if you already are hey?
maybe someday is now
don’t wanna wait for a falling star
don’t let tomorrow hold you down
© 2023 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
do you know that old tradition
where in
when you build a new home
you also write a letter
something that proves you were there
that you once existed
as more than a premonition
you leave these letters in the walls
of your newly demoralized home
for future generations to find
memories to rewind
i poured my whole heart and half my soul
into the twenty seven year long letter i wrote for you
in it i told you
i’m so thankful to know you
to have you to show me
things like how to write letters
then according to tradition
i buried my letters in superstition
in the hopes that you might one day
care enough about my foundations
and take a sledgehammer to the walls of my heart
it’s been eighteen years since i last fell apart
i know my heart is heavy
like a steel piñata
it will take a few swings to break
but it’s filled with something sweeter
then the lies i bought off ya
what made you think
i didn’t want ya?
i hope you aren’t alone
i just bought my first home
you have a grandson
he just turned one
and he’s got your gray eyes
anyway
one day
you’ll read my letter
one day i’ll mail it
when things are better
and i can finally say it
“even without you i made it
but i really f*cking hated it.”
my letter reads:
“i still grieve for every little girl in the world
who is forced to hold that much lonely
you could’ve made me anything
you choose to make me sad
i haven’t yet learned how to forgive you, dad”
© 2024 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
i’m an emotional wreck
i’m the hottest kind of mess
i know i’m a queen
with the lowest self esteem
i’m just warning you now
i’m reckless
i can be selfish
i talk so much sometimes
i get breathless
i’m just warning you now
if i give you my heart
i’d let you tear me apart
'cause i’ll love you with everything i have
i’ll go and fall for you too hard
i’m just warning you now
mood swings and iced wine
are both good friends of mine
my head lives in the clouds
i’ve never had my feet on the ground
i'm jaded and i’m guarded right now
and i don’t know how to break my own walls down
i’m just warning you now
i’m reckless
i can be selfish
i talk so much sometimes
i get breathless
i’m just warning you now
if i give you my heart
i’d let you tear me apart
'cause i’ll love you with everything i have
i’ll go and fall for you too hard
i’m just warning you now
i think i might be ADHD
but my therapist won’t tell me
depression and anxiety
i hope you know what it means
to try and love me
i’m just warning you now
i’m reckless
i can be selfish
i talk so much sometimes
i get breathless
i’m just warning you now
if i give you my heart
i’d let you tear me apart
'cause i’ll love you with everything i have
i’ll go and fall for you too hard
i’m just warning you now
© 2022 k. d. ship. all rights reserved
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** “You/Your” is the user of the Owner’s Applications.
** “Use/Using” means every interaction with the “Services” (for example, accessing, reviewing, reading, evaluating, posting, linking, and any other action taken in relation to the Owner’s Applications).
** “Services” are what the Owner provides through the Owner’s Applications, including without limit, hosting, displaying, designing, software maintenance, satisfaction surveys, database maintenance, and subscription management.)
** “Third Parties” are individuals and/or companies that exist independently of the Owner, some of which may be utilized by the Owner to assist in delivering and/or managing Services, but the Owner is not related and/or has no control over said Third Parties.
** “Terms of Use” mean all terms within these Terms of Use, plus all additional terms disclosed to You for Services You may select on the Website, plus the Privacy Policy posted on the Website.
You Agree to: By Using the Website, You agree to comply with all Terms of Use. These Terms of Use create an agreement between You and the Owner. The Owner agrees to provide the Owner’s Applications, and You agree to Use the Owner’s Applications in compliance with these Terms of Use.
Binding. By Using the Website, You agree and acknowledge that You have read and understood the Terms of Use and are legally bound by them.
Failure to Agree. If You do not agree to the Terms of Use, You are not authorized to Use any the Owner’s Applications, and the Owner requests that You never Use the Owner’s Applications.
Amendments. The Owner reserves the right to modify these Terms of Use at any time without prior notice. Your continued Use of the Owner’s Applications after changes are posted on the Website for the Terms of Use shall mean You accept all changes also, as You agree to read the Terms of Use each time You Use the Owner’s Applications.
Intellectual Property Rights. All content featured or displayed on or through the Owner’s Applications, including without limit textual content, graphics, photographs, still images, moving images, videos, sounds, illustrations, and software (collectively, “Content”), is exclusively and solely owned by the Owner, with exception only for rights of Third Parties whose products and services the Owner has utilized under registration and license to create the Owner’s Applications. All elements of the Owner’s Applications, including without limit the general design and all Content, are protected, as relevant, by trade dress, copyright, moral rights, trademark, and other laws relating to intellectual property rights. The Owner reserves the right to track anyone’s usage of Content.
Limited Intellectual Property Usage. Your Use of the Content is limited to personal reading only. Except as expressly permitted by copyright law, the copying, downloading, redistribution, retransmission, publication or commercial exploitation of any Content, in whole or in part, is not permitted without express permission of the Owner, and where applicable, the Third Parties. If You receive permission to copy, redistribute, or publish any Content, You shall not be permitted to alter or delete any Content, nor any author attribution, owner attribution, trademark legend, or copyright notice. You acknowledge You do not acquire any ownership rights in any Content by Using the Owner’s Applications (whether Your Use is legally made or illegally made).
Licensing Inquiries. To inquire about licensing or other Use of Content, please contact: KD Waters, Copyright Agent, katiedidapoem.com, 9068 E. Chambers St., Mesa, AZ 85208; agent@katiedidapoem.com
Unlawful or Prohibited Use. As a condition of Your Use of The Owner’s Applications, You agree not to Use the Services for any purpose that is unlawful, prohibited by these Terms of Use, or otherwise prohibited by law. You agree not to Use the Services in any way that could damage, disable, overburden, or impair the Owner’s Applications and/or Services, or otherwise interfere with any other party’s Use and enjoyment thereof. You agree not to attempt to gain unauthorized access to any Services, not to circumvent, disable, or otherwise interfere with security-related features of Services, including those preventing or restricting Use or copying of Content. You agree not to Use any bot, crawler, harvester, indexer, robot, spider, scraper, or any other automated or artificial intelligence (AI) means to access, compile, read, or gather the Content or any other information from the Services, whether automatically or otherwise. You agree not to take any action that interferes or attempts to interfere with the proper working of Services and the Owner’s Applications. Without advance written permission of the Owner, You agree You will not post, create, incorporate, or publish any link(s) to the Owner’s Applications within Your own website, media of any kind, or online services, although You may share a link for a personal, non-commercial purpose.
Links. The Owner’s Applications may contain links to the websites of Third Parties. The Owner provides all links solely as a convenience. If You Use a link, You may leave the Owner’s Applications. The Owner is not responsible for, and does not endorse, guarantee, or make any representations or warranties regarding, any Third Parties’ websites, content, materials, services, products, or other information, including donations and purchases. If You decide to access Third Parties’ websites via a link, You do so entirely at Your own risk.
Disclaimer of Warranties and Limitation of Liability. YOU EXPRESSLY AGREE THAT YOUR USE OF SERVICES IS AT YOUR SOLE RISK. NEITHER THE OWNER, NOR ANY OF ITS RESPECTIVE AGENTS OR REPRESENTATIVES, WARRANT THAT THE SERVICES WILL BE UNINTERRUPTED OR ERROR-FREE, NOR DO THEY MAKE ANY WARRANTY AS TO THE RESULTS OBTAINED FROM USE OF SERVICES AND/OR AS TO THE ACCURACY, RELIABILITY, OR CONTENT OF ANY INFORMATION, SERVICE, OR MERCHANDISE PROVIDED THROUGH THE SERVICES. FURTHER, THE OWNER, AND ITS AGENTS OR REPRESENTATIVES, DISCLAIM ANY AND ALL LIABILITY OF ANY KIND FOR ANY UNAUTHORIZED ACCESS TO OR USE OF YOUR PERSONALLY IDENTIFIABLE INFORMATION (PIN).
TO THE FULLEST EXTENT PERMISSIBLE BY APPLICABLE LAW, THE OWNER, OR ITS AGENTS OR REPRESENTATIVES, SHALL NOT BE LIABLE TO YOU FOR DAMAGES OR HARM WHATSOVER, WHETHER PERSONAL OR BUSINESS, WHETHER DIRECTOR OR INDIRECT, BASED ON ANY CAUSES OF ACTION ARISING OUT OF USE OF SERVICES OR ANY ALLEGED FAILURE OF THE SERVICES, INCLUDING ANY ALLEGED COMPUTER VIRUS PERTAINING TO OR ON THE SERVICES. YOU AGREE THIS LIMITATION OF LIABILITY APPLIES REGARDLESS OF THE CLAIM (CONTRACT, TORT, OR ANY OTHER CAUSE OF ACTION). IF APPLICABLE LAW DOES NOT ALLOW ALL OR ANY PART OF THIS LIMITATION OF LIABILITY TO APPLY TO YOU, IT WILL APPLY TO THE EXTENT PERMITTED BY APPLICABLE LAW.
BY ACCESSING THE SERVICES, YOU ACKNOWLEDGE AND AGREE TO THIS DISCLAIMER OF WARRANTIES AND LIMITATION OF LIABILITY. IF YOU DO NOT AGREE, YOU ARE NOT AUTHORIZED TO USE THE SERVICES OR OWNER’S APPLICATIONS.
Indemnification. You agree to indemnify, defend, and hold harmless the Owner, and its agents and representatives, from and against any and all losses, damages, liabilities and costs of every nature incurred in connection with any claim, damage, or loss related to or arising out of Use by You (including Your agents), any alleged unauthorized Use by You (including Your agents), or any breach or alleged breach by You (including Your agents) of these Terms of Use. The Owner reserves the right, at the Owner’s own expense, to control exclusively the defense of any matter subject to indemnification herein, and You will not settle any matter without the Owner’s prior written consent. This indemnity shall be limited to the extent You are afforded protection by law.
Applicable Law and Jurisdiction. The Services and Owner’s Applications are controlled and operated by the Owner in Arizona. By Using the Owner’s Applications, You agree to be bound by these Terms of Use, which are governed by and construed in accordance with Arizona laws, without giving effect to conflict of law principles. In connection with any suit, action, or proceeding arising from or relating to these Terms of Use, You consent and attorn to exclusive jurisdiction of federal and state courts located within Arizona.
Electronic Communications. You agree any notices or other communications regarding Your Use may be provided to You electronically via any format including, without limit, email, site posting, or otherwise, and they will be considered received on posting, sending, or other distribution.
Binding and Entire Agreement. These Terms of Use (including the Privacy Policy) constitute the entire agreement between You and the Owner. These Terms of Use supersede all other agreements, oral or written, concerning the herein subject matter. You consent to use of the English language in these Terms of Use, in all documents or notices relating to them, and in all Services.
Severability. If any provision of these Terms of Use is deemed invalid, void, or unenforceable, that provision shall be deemed amended in a manner that will most nearly carry out its intent to the fullest extent permitted by applicable law, or shall be deleted if amendment is not possible, and the remaining provisions shall be enforceable.
No Waiver. The Owner’s failure to enforce these Terms of Use in every instance is not a waiver of any of the Owner’s rights. The Owner reserves its right to take all legal steps available to enforce these Terms of Use. Termination of Your Use will result in cancellation of all Your rights of access and Use.
Termination of Services and Survival.The Owner reserves the right to terminate any Services and any Owner’s Applications at any time without notice for any reason, including without limitation for any wrongful or unlawful Use of Services or the Owner’s Applications in any way, including without limit any inappropriate, unlawful, or unsafe behavior, as determined in the Owner’s sole discretion. The Intellectual Property paragraphs herein, Disclaimer of Warranties and Limitation of Liability, Indemnification, Severability, and Applicable Law and Jurisdiction provisions of these Terms of Use shall survive any expiration or termination.
Contact. If You have questions about these Terms of Use, please contact us at: katiedidapoem.com at KD Waters, Agent, 9068 E. Chambers St., Mesa, AZ 85208; agent@katiedidapoem.com